so i guess i've made the best of attempting a new start while still stuck in the same town. i begged my mom to let me move to florida today and i got as far as "i'll think about it" my brother leaves for arizona after christmas. in the mean time i've left behind what has been my group of friends for about 6 months now. i've been hanging out with my cousin, her boyfriend, and adam a lot lately. it's nice to hang out with older people and get away from all the bullshit. i feel relieved and my life feels a lot less stressful without the boys i was hanging out with. i do have to say i miss them though and tonight is one of the nights it actually hurts. i guess i just feel a little down today. still no word from ferris or central and i feel like just giving up and applying to jackson comm. hmmm we'll see we'll see.
i'm leavin bullshit behind left and right like it's my fucking job. i think i've figured out that you're the lonely one. i'm doing just fine and as much as you wanna act like you're not lonely and hating your life i know you are. you act like everyone else around you is the mess but i've come to realize it's you in fact that is quite the fucking mess. you're pathetic and i can't believe everything i've ever done for you. you're not the person i met a few months ago and you will never be half the guy you made yourself out to be. youo're the biggest peice of shit i've ever met. i feel so much better now that you're gone forever.
nite ;)
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