I told myself I won't miss you but I remember what it feels like beside you.

I can't decide on all these feelings. Sometimes I feel like I'm on cloud nine and other times it all hurts. I feel like everyone has moved on and has new friends but I'm still stuck here wondering what to do..I wanna believe in what I have found and I wanna have faith that it will turn out great.

I can't wait for our getaway in october :)